I slept for 14 hours.yesterday luan and I went out with jason and calvin.
Simple chill out but LMAO while we are chatting.
Calvin nearly kill me with a knift~
To him, I'm too naive, and he said if im his sister,
he would faster get the best guy in the world and marry me to that guy.
I'm just too simple for this complicated world.
Luan and I do not really wish to wear a mask while making friends.
If I wear a mask, I will not make friend with that person with my heart.
That's not a good thing, I thought all of us should treat each other with true heart.
However,
The truth is that we are just fooling around with ourselves.
Headpain in da moment,
maybe i had slept for too long.
When i'm asleep,
there's da only place i do not have to think.
A place for me to really freeze my sad feelings.
For da previous blog,
I felt sorry.
to YanTeng,
but that's my true feeling.
I registered for dancing class,
I should have learn popping as Jackson teach that.
Popping is not suitable for me,
so i enroll for new jazz or hip hop.
Luan and I talked at downstairs of hostel..
To mention da one i love or loved.
Dere's only two people.
Bx and Ah Bee.
Two of them,
hurt me.
But I of them used to sacrificed for me.
Anyway,
Imm be okay.
BETTER IN TIME
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok
[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time
LEONA LEWIS
This sunday you're coming back,
but i'm not going to airport.
Please come and take your keyboard,
The last date deal,
I think there's no point to carry on.
I'm not understanding,
I'm selfish,
I want to keep you beside me,
I want you to stay.
ALL MY FAULT
I will just admit it
Jesmay message me and ask how was I..
Thanks Jesmay!^^
Everything will get better in time.