Frenship.Liking.Feeling.Forgeting.

For friendship, actually i got much to say. Since da problem is solved. I will just pray that nothing would  happen between us again. I asked Michael, will you mind friendship? Sad over a frenship? His answer was simple.but make sense. "No.Frens should be happy when together.not vex bout this and dat."

Bravo michael. You are so cool sometime. haha~

Liking.
Yes! i like him. but I gotta stop before I know anything.
Monday:
Wc is back from his busy schedule! waited for him few hours in da studio.but he din come. He suppose to teach a Bboy class on monday.but i forgot da time.
Had a nice time with michael, learned breaking. I gotta work hard for this. As I said on my fb, "I don't mind da bruises, I don't mind da pain. I trained so hard because you're da best in wad I'm doin now."

8pm~ Took bus back hostel from GK. Little bit of disappointment coz din see wc. I tell myself, don't put heart on this. No guys worth my love. I will control myself. No worries! ^^

12am~ prepared to sleep but my phone rang! guess who! 'Wc siong' calling! XD..
askin me wanna yam cha or not. of coz yes, but im tired though~ Ar warh ask Gnie along.

12.30am~They fetched me. Wc's car, Uncle Jay driving.LOL

12.40am~reached studio. many guys there. Step in, Saw him, "Jenny!!!" shouted at me -.-
asked me wad is my tortoise shoe for..haha..studio things..

One thing surprise me~ He prepared a big bag for recycling empty bottles. ^^ god job wc. But i was "shooted" by him "ask u come work u come recycle~" he's smiling. Dont bother him~ >.<

Go down mamak stall, near Tbun there lor.

Ngam ngam wan sit down beside gnie. "wei, u sit beside me ler~" wc said.
said got things wanna ask me wo. Michael sit beside me. He got things wanna ask me
I chat with michael..like buddy lo haha..

Order "roti tampar goyang goyang" again. haha plus teh ais xp

finished eating,continue talking.

wc asked me did my ex find me..I said yes..I don't really wish to talk bout this.

He ordered roti bom and nasi lemak. Fat die him XD

Ask me to share roti bom v him but i'm full.. i wonder why i wont give him face when I knocked off. Maybe after work he's not my boss..haha..

I reject to share v him coz i takut gemuk. He still cut da roti bom in2 half and put on my plate. I pass back to him. then nasi lemak come dy.
"You wan which 1? must choose one!" keep wan me eat..then say me fat >.<

i eat one scoop nasi lemak punya nasi then say" i eat dy.."
He juz dun care still wan me eat..lol

da nasi lemak de egg is goyang goyang de!! i just simply point at da egg yolk. SIMPLY..

then i dun bother him and talk v michael. Da moment i turned back i saw him cut da egg yolk and put on my plate. Is this da so called "体贴"?
haha

Jenny dun think too much :)

Go CC, they wanna play left for dead.
I talked v michael saje.
Michael sit beside me, then wc said "You two talk can dy no need play.talk can dy~~~"

A fun night v them. Wc fetched me back and I dunnu why I choose to tell him my secret. He keep askin. And I feel dat my secret is safe with him. Na big deal la. cheese!!! xp

PS: Gnie said wc say to her "eh..Jenny and Michael very sweet hor?" wc hit gnie's head when gnie ask "why? u jealous a?" haha

Wc is busy again. Start from 28th. His schedule is FULL! hope da show is successful! Dope u Wc! XD

Feeling.
thought of him again, tears flow. AND I SHOULD STOP!
lookin at our photos, I smiled. but meanwhile i remind myself everything should end.

Forgetin.
Delete a file is easy. Still can restore back everything. How bout memories? Can I forget them by just deleting them from my brain hard disk? and never restore back.

PS: I din ignore ur calls.

GOOD NITE EVERYONE ^.^

These days~ =

First Day of Work.
Wc taught me wad should i do.
1. Open gate
2.Take out banner
3.Switch on da light
4.Open door
5.Masuk office open 3 switch.
6.Buka air-conditioner

Then, pray at back door dere ^.^ 保佑生意兴隆,多多人来报名!

First day i sweep da corridor and da door steps. 2nd day I sweep and mop da floor of studio coz too dirty-.-

19years..da first time i wash toilet..nice experience! haha..actually wc say can just splash water~but i wanna try da feeling of washing toilet. As I wish xp

Work almost done. 8pm wc arrived.
It's time for me to knock off

Friday
Ngam ngam open da studio saw sooo many empty bottle inside dustbin
wad a waste lorrr~~~
Pick up and squeeze them and put inside plastic bag. Leave a message ask them not to throw it away coz those collect bottle de uncle aunty might need them to earn extra income PEACE!! =p

Michael Alva arrived at 3 something.
We watch snake movie together.. soo soo sooo boring da movie. Then Gnie arrive.
We dance hip hop a while, then ask michael to teach us "breaking"

Wad Guys can do, Girls Why not?!!

haha~~ We learn Head Stand, Hand Stand, Chair frizz?? I dunnu da name~

Back to home~ Hand so pain..
Da next day dont have to work!! DOPE!! xp~~

Saturday
couldn't wake up coz body pain..maybe da first time practice breaking~dats y~~><
Suddenly received Jackson's message..lol

"Good job xp..."
I was like "huh?" wad is he talkin about..Maybe he sent da wrong msg..haha

Afterwards oni i realized he is praising me for keeping da empty bottles.. Yeah we chat..nice chat v jackson.

Wc was at outstation for show~ will be back on monday.

We message at night after he called and ask how's everything in studio. He is da guy who older me 5 years~ lol..i wish he is=p opps!! kidding! haha
Message till 3am..I  fell asleep.

Sunday
Woke up at 10am.
Went out at 11.20am
Reach Timesquare at 12.15 something

Shopping alone is quite nice..No need to wait for others, others no need to wait for u, when tired can sit, when energetic just shop!!

I bought 5 items for RM300

TREAT- designs from local designers

Shop for formal clothes.
Yellow top RM59.90
Slacks RM79.90
Belt RM15.90
High heel shoe RM25

Total: RM180.70

Then I bought a M size Baby Milo Jacket HOT RED colour!! RM99.90

LOVE THEM!

Broga Hill Picz xp

Broga Hill Trip!! DOPE xp

Da gurls: Jenny and Gnie

Da Quote: We DEFEATED Broga hill!!!!

PS: Waitin for sunrise

Da guys: Wc,Ar warh, Michael Alva, Shuffle, others :)

Technical prob: there might be some repeated photos. Cheeze!! =p

xp

Loads xp

There's loads of things I wanna say~

1st~ Broga Hill Trip

Venue: Broga Hill

Da Team: Freedom Studio Kaki

Da Leader: WC SIONG

OK, Wc i gotta praise u here, u are a good leader xp

2am- Jessie JC pick me up at hostel.Thanks to her and her bf

2.10am- Arrived at Gnie house, saw vivian with her =)

2.15am- Arrived at Freedom Dance Studio but da door was locked! OMG~

We thought da trip was cancelled, jessie called kenny kentz to double confirm,they are outside Tbun internet cafe. Mamak Stall.

We sat there, chit chat..waitin for da "drivers" to arrive.

Befriend with Jorjor chin, VK, Jac there. So fun! especially VK. Cold joke QUEEN~LOL

finally we set off, 4 of us follow "little chili"'s car. She was pretty yet hot..so we named her little chili.

I was tired, but cant stop laughing in da car. They are way too funny.

But i gotta charge battery for better performance durin mountain climbing

5am? I had forgot da time. We reached. Very Dark!!

We go two by two. Me and JOrjor Chin ^^

VK and Jac in front of us.

To reach da first peak is so diff. I nearly asthma. Dont wish to trouble others so i try to control my breath.

Luckily. I reached safely. BUT!! Jorjor was not feeling well ><

We take k of her for quite a while..luckily her temperature was back to normal. Gnie wish to climb to mountain top, so do I. But VK they all deside to stay v Jorjor Chin. 

Out of a sudden Wc said: I wan go climb dy who wan follow?

I look at him, he look at me then i look at Gnie.

Final decision: LET'S CLIMB!!

Wc take k of us all da time. So secure when he is around~~ xp

Funny stuff happen along da journey. 

One word to describe Wc will be :GENTLEMAN!! 

*round of applause!!*

We reached mountain top and took some group pictures. xp So nice.

I saw da first sun rise in my life without da one i love by my side.

LOL..who's da one I love? Nobody. xp

Sunrise thingy was great for those couple, but it's great for me to spend my first time sunrise moment with da big gang =p

Da sun was warm, gentle, bright and silent. Just like da first love we felt inside our heart. 

We took couple of pictures. Especially Gnie and I..haha..so fun!

Dawn was almost over. Bright sunlight started to strike da ground. We decide to return to 1st peak.

Wc always walk in front of us. To hold us when we wanna get down da steep rock. I was clumsy and blurr~

He walk behind me and grab my bad whenever he saw I was about to fall.

Gnie helped much to..She is so "man" haha

Wc play a prank on me~ Scare me from behind~ leg shiverin lo~~~

kill him xD

We are da first team to arrived at da spot where we started our journey.

Then we went for breakfast, Wc is da first to go back home to sleep.

Broga Hill trip, one word to describe will be : DOPE!!!! xp

2nd: Yam Cha with Wc, Jackie, Shuffle Tam wei Chian.

Reached hostel bout 11 to 12pm. After a nice bath,I sleep like a pig.Till night ^^.

My new roommate was supposed to move in todae. but she haven reach. I sleep till 9pm night,then message her. She said she will be reaching soon.

She reached. LOL, my ex floormate! I recognize her..Welcome home!

Her family was good~Talk with a mum. ^^PEACE~~

On my facebook. Wc posted something on my wall "Sorry late approve"

lol~nothing to me la..He's da busy man haha

My line was not good. he thought i offline. Then i saw he sent me a message on fb. Asking me whether wanna join him yam cha and he give me his hp no.

Well,I thought other students might have followed too so i ikut saje.

Mana tau ada saya seorang student je~~

He came hostel to fetch me.

Nice talk v him. Feel very free when he is around haha. As a fren lar xp.

We yam cha at Jalan Ipoh. The mamak stall uncle dunnu wad is Roti Tampar Goyang Goyang.

Wc laugh when he saw me keep explaining roti tampar to da mamak uncle. lol.

kanasai><

yam cha tii 2.30 am..sooo sooo sooo tired~

but im prepared for da next day! DATE WITH ABBY BOON!! xp

3rd: Sg.wang with lovely sista Abby!

We meet at Mcd~but we had lunch at Pontian Wan tan Mee.

Realized she was not happy, but she dun wanna admit. So i stop askin her.

We chit chat a lot xp

Half way I receive Wc's msg. askin me wanna join dinner ltr or nt.

Abby told me some sorts of story, ask me dun trust a person 100%.

of coz i will listen to her. So I ask my Ah gu to acc me along since she put me aeroplane for broga hill trip. =p

bought two clothes, one Tsuya Tsuya BB cream and Moisture base. 

Total expenses: RM175 x.x

Well, we live once. so juz do wadeva dat is rite and happy.

Best example: Shopping!!

Say goodbye at 5 something. I take bus back and Abby take monorail then change KTM. kesian her~~

7pm I reached hostel. 7:15pm-dinner with Wc.

He told me got 3 ppl. end up just him, me and annie. Annie say if she didnt come there will be juz wc and me.

lol...... -.-

8pm- Bboy class

instructor: Wc

Saw ar warh them. DOPE!

4th: Trial job at freedom dance studio

I can say this job is neither easy nor hard. moderate lar~~

and I was confirmed to be da admin 

next day I will start work.

Salary: RM6 per hour.

Venue: Freedom dance studio

Time: 3pm to 8pm

Days: 3 days.

Tuesday Wednesday and Friday.

Calculate salary:

Tuesday 3pm - 8pm

total hours worked: 5 x RM6 = RM30

Wednesday 4pm - 8pm

t.h.w : 4 x RM6 = RM24

Friday 3pm-8pm

t.h.w : 5 x RM6 = RM30

RM84 / week so one month can earn bout RM300 lar.

Sat and Sun worked at Watson. Under Biotech company. Even is juz a promoter but dats a nice experience for me!

I will stop here and write a new post!

It's tired to read such a long article. 

Cheese!! xp

I love the way they lie

 
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Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way they lie, I love the way they lie 

I received a call from my mum,
She told me bout something,
which failed my day.
I dont wish to go that place.
anyone save me please..

It've been years since i'm brought into this,
and I never got a chance to save myself.
Their lies were beautiful,
make me hurt but I still love them.


They will say: "It will work for this time..Just go and pray hard."
I prayed,but nothing gain.
Hell yeah,i gain tears.


Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
but it's alright because i love the way it hurts...


I just`want a normal life.


I never blame anyone for this but myself.

What can i do now...

"Gotta Go my own way"