Yan Teng,
honestly I don't like it when i heard you become his godsis.
what yo commented for me,
I know everything make sense and its true.
I'm sorry to say this.
You are just an outsider.
You dont know what happen in my world,
you dont know why i need him,
If you think is dat easy like a gf need a bf,
I can just say dat,
you don't understand so don't judge anything.
Sorry.
Wait for a guy who did not fulfil da promise for 5 years?
I can't.
If i really want to stop him from his future,
I wont spend money to buy sthethoscope and surgeon coat for him.
If i want to stop him,
when he called dat time i can just take da suggestion he made.
That time he was coming back from ipoh,
he called me and said he dont want everything,
he wanted to be with me,
he said we can go a place where nobody can find us,
and stay there together
did he tell u bout this?
i know you can sacrifice everything for da one u love.
I used to sacrifice everything for a guy too.
I never thought of be with bx coz i love da guy very much.
Thanks to ur comment.
I'm selfish,
I want him to stay with me to face a very big problem in my life which can ruin my future.
I never think for him i wouldnt ask him to think properly while he saying those words such as "i dont want to go indonesia,i just want to be with u"
He is the only the 1 who worry about me, I never worry bout him?
He's struggling? He wont smile and show that very happy face and tell me" i apply for two school le lo! Pay money dy" i waited for him outside medicpro link for 2 hours. He come out and show me dat happy face while my heart was breaking.
Did he tell you how he break my heart?
What you hear is how im not understanding,
how i selfish,
how i want him to stay..
did he tell u he promise me to go utar APPLY but he afterdat say all those rubbish like " i ask many ppl opinion, and i think properly le, i dont think it worth to apply."
wad i want is he could fulfil his words but he did not!
PLEASE.
if you are here to judge,
leave my blog...
dont let me feel that even i had no priority to write my feelings here.
and..
YOU ARE SO CONCERN ABOUT HIM,
and you seriously make me feel,
im not good for him,
u r more suitable.
when i saw ur comment,
i decide to give up...
you make me awake dat i din think for him...blablabla
and thanks...
i give up
and i zu4fu2 you two